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Friday, August 3, 2012

We always beside you !

To a friend, best friend, close friend, partner and even ma sister of mine.
PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF .
I was really shock when I heard the bad news from ma another friend .
I was like, OWH MY GOD !? ARE YOU SERIOUS ?
I always thought that she was a very naughty girl, don't listen to others when she felt something wrong about her health.
Was just because she afraid to eat medicine and make injection .
But I can't says anything about her naughty or fear about to consult doctor.
Because she always make injection when she was young. ( I think that's the reason)
I guess she had a bad time now ?
There's something that she very afraid of happened, it was operation.
Wondering how you handle the fear in front of us.
You're like keep acting that you are not afraid at all and still a happy girl like last time?
Your smiley face brings me to your heart.
The more smiley face you put, the stronger feelings I felt.
How would a girl that afraid to born baby that not afraid of operation?
I knew you afraid to born a baby so I guess you afraid to do operation also? 
I don't dare to say that I know you well.
I always thought that I knew you so well like last time.
Yes I do know you so damn well, but that was last time stuff.
Still think that you're a very pure and simple minded.
But it tells me the answer in real life.
Through every single of our friends I start to know you more about you.
Alright, seriously you grew up.
I knew this is just a very small and simple operation like you said.
But ma tears really feel like dropping when I heard it from ma friend.
Ma tears was in my eyes, tried to roll down but I refuse to because of I was in a restaurant.
Everything was just disappeared when I knew this bad news, no matter is anger or whatever.
Yes ! I used to be very angry about you.
Angry why you tell others about ma secrets.
I trusted you only I tell you about that, but you went to told others.
When I knew you did that to me, I really really very angry, AND
I knew there's something happened between us,
I don't know why you don't wanna sit ma car,
I don't know when become like this and also don't know what happened.
No one come and tell me about that.
That's why I angry about that !
I angry why you don't tell me the whole story ? You're just like refuse to do anything with me..
Those things that I wanted you to help me. (Exchange place when we were in class, I don't want always like three at front and two behind)
I told you when we were at MURNI with high school friends.
You ignored :(
And told ma secrets to others.
Actually I wanted to find you and chat about it.
But I don't know when and how to start to chat about it.
I guess I did something wrong to you ?
That's why you hate me :(
The thing is....
We still a very lovely sister after all :)
I do really worried about you !
YOU ! Please take good care of yourself ! Start from now !
We were all so worried !
We've separate to study.
So please do call me when you're having bad mood.
Of courses must , sure , 100 percent call me when any happy thing happened.
I will feel very happy if you call me to share about your happiness and sadness.
If you feel very scare or unhappy please don't pretend that you're happy !
Just tell me ! If you feel comfort to tell others you can also !
Just make sure that don't keep inside your heart ! 
WE WERE ALL ALWAYS STAND BY YOUR SIDE !
GET WELL SOON and LOVE YOU !

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