Someone drew JAYESSLEE !

MY IDOL JAYESSLEE IS ON YOUTUBE AGAIN ! 

This guy, who had a super talent on drawing .

Is exactly same as the Jayesslee posters .

Here is the video !

Me LIKE !

Liese hair dye

Keep on tweet about I wanted to dye hair .

Finally I got it done .

Actually at first me wanted to go for saloon and dye hair with one of my friend .

But end up I chose to dye by myself .

I actually did keep seeking some cheap and professional saloon at GROUPON .

Don't know whether you guys know about GROUPON or not ?

Yea Groupon is actually a website which giving out vouchers, no matter is beauty, fashion or whatever .

Yeap back to the topic .

I couldn't find any saloon that attracted me as only three choices there.

Guess they'll update soon .

The thing is I can't wait for they update their website .

Haha ! So I bought LIESE Casis berry to dye it by myself .

Casis berry, a colour between red and pink ? 

So far me still satisfy the outcome .

Not exactly the color that shown on the boxes but nice larh .

As long as still a color something like red then I'm okay with that :) 

Guess what ?

Although i'm satisfy with my hair now .

I'm still thinking to go saloon to had a dye !

What the hell ..

Feel like dying PURPLE instead of RED .

Because I think that . (My hair fading set of mind)

If I dye RED , it will becomes brown then gold when it  goes fades.

If I dye PURPLE , i think the process of fading will be like that .

Purple > Red > Brown > Gold 

Can you see the differences ?

It pass through RED :) haha :)

Yeap , that's why I'm thinking to dye PURPLE .

Of courses not august's activity .

October may be ? haha !

Anyway , I'm satisfy with my hair now !

I'm still alive

I'm still alive but i'm barely breathing ...

Familiar with this ? 

Yea, this is a song.

BREAKEVEN.

This song is definitely reflect to what i'm facing nowadays.

Blink blink, me finished my diploma.

Pursued to degree for three weeks already.

Time flies.

My diploma lecturer used to told us that degree is slightly harder than diploma and things you study will be slightly details as compare to diploma.

I'm totally disagree weih ! OBJECTION !

As I already attended three weeks lecture and two weeks tutorial I can really feel that degree is really much more harder than diploma.

Is like I can't reach the top, I mean the passing line.

No joke !

I can straight away die if I miss one lesson.

Tons of reading waiting for me.

Actually I'm quite afraid to go for tutorial class.

This semester, ALL my lecturer loves to pick student and answer question.

If don't know, then that's it.

Some more the tutorial is not easy !

It's totally blank without lecturer giving out the answer.

The thing is, degree student is all so damn active.

While lecturer are teaching, they'll like keep asking or guessing.

Even they don't know whether answers is correct or not.

They are like, "miss, is it blah blah blah" try and try and try .

Then lecturer keep seeking those who are sucking the gold inside the mouth like me.

Then I was like, "CAN YOU FEEL MY HEARTBEAT" 

IT'S BEATING SO DAMN FAST.

Although me hate to attend tutorial so freaking damn much, I admit that this is the best way to learn.

Another lecturer, she wanted to comfirm every single student will study after her lesson, so she'll give us a time test after every covered chapter, marks counted. 

I was like, WHAT THE FUCK ?

One chapter is not easy and inside the chapter i think there's almost ten cases.

She wanted us to read those cases.

Each cases at least ten pages AND 

she wanted us to remember every cases law.

So when she give us time test, we have to identify the issue law and application and conclusion, without referring to any notes.

So when write down the law and application, we have to squeeze our brain to think which cases which test. 

Godshhhh ...

I'm gonna die ! 

LOL .

Yea, that's all I had  in my degree life.

Hope things go smooth :) 

GOOD LUCK ! 

We always beside you !

To a friend, best friend, close friend, partner and even ma sister of mine.

PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF .

I was really shock when I heard the bad news from ma another friend .

I was like, OWH MY GOD !? ARE YOU SERIOUS ?

I always thought that she was a very naughty girl, don't listen to others when she felt something wrong about her health.

Was just because she afraid to eat medicine and make injection .

But I can't says anything about her naughty or fear about to consult doctor.

Because she always make injection when she was young. ( I think that's the reason)

I guess she had a bad time now ?

There's something that she very afraid of happened, it was operation.

Wondering how you handle the fear in front of us.

You're like keep acting that you are not afraid at all and still a happy girl like last time?

Your smiley face brings me to your heart.

The more smiley face you put, the stronger feelings I felt.

How would a girl that afraid to born baby that not afraid of operation?

I knew you afraid to born a baby so I guess you afraid to do operation also? 

I don't dare to say that I know you well.

I always thought that I knew you so well like last time.

Yes I do know you so damn well, but that was last time stuff.

Still think that you're a very pure and simple minded.

But it tells me the answer in real life.

Through every single of our friends I start to know you more about you.

Alright, seriously you grew up.

I knew this is just a very small and simple operation like you said.

But ma tears really feel like dropping when I heard it from ma friend.

Ma tears was in my eyes, tried to roll down but I refuse to because of I was in a restaurant.

Everything was just disappeared when I knew this bad news, no matter is anger or whatever.

Yes ! I used to be very angry about you.

Angry why you tell others about ma secrets.

I trusted you only I tell you about that, but you went to told others.

When I knew you did that to me, I really really very angry, AND

I knew there's something happened between us,

I don't know why you don't wanna sit ma car,

I don't know when become like this and also don't know what happened.

No one come and tell me about that.

That's why I angry about that !

I angry why you don't tell me the whole story ? You're just like refuse to do anything with me..

Those things that I wanted you to help me. (Exchange place when we were in class, I don't want always like three at front and two behind)

I told you when we were at MURNI with high school friends.

You ignored :(

And told ma secrets to others.

Actually I wanted to find you and chat about it.

But I don't know when and how to start to chat about it.

I guess I did something wrong to you ?

That's why you hate me :(

The thing is....

We still a very lovely sister after all :)

I do really worried about you !

YOU ! Please take good care of yourself ! Start from now !

We were all so worried !

We've separate to study.

So please do call me when you're having bad mood.

Of courses must , sure , 100 percent call me when any happy thing happened.

I will feel very happy if you call me to share about your happiness and sadness.

If you feel very scare or unhappy please don't pretend that you're happy !

Just tell me ! If you feel comfort to tell others you can also !

Just make sure that don't keep inside your heart ! 

WE WERE ALL ALWAYS STAND BY YOUR SIDE !

GET WELL SOON and LOVE YOU !